J, I’m Scared
[J],
If you are at all uncomfortable with what I told you today, I hope you will tell me. It would be perfectly understandable, and of no surprise to me, if you decided already that you do not wish to continue this association. Practically all women back away when they learn that I do not see well, no matter how nice to them I am. Perhaps now you understand better, why I’ve been alone for so long.
About calling you: I think I’d like to hold off on doing that, until we’ve talked more in email about this. I fear that whatever inroads I have made with you this week, have all disappeared after today’s revelations. Don’t know for sure. But I suspect that I’d be nervous about calling you until I do know for certain, that they have not.
So, write if you like.
