Tom's Love Quest

Dear   [Lynn],

Glad I could be there for you now and then, to, in some small fashion, return the favor for all the times you’ve listened to me rant and rave.

Later.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

Well you know, when I was in 6th [grade], I used to dream of college girls. Even back then, older women had a certain, mystical draw. Many made me weak in the knees.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

Don’t give it a second thought. I know you don’t take me for granted and I’m glad that you look forward to my emails – whenever I get time to write them.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

I don’t necessarily believe that blondes are gullible. And YOU are certainly not gullible.

I just love playing with a woman’s short, blonde hair.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

Yes dear. Poor thing. That guy really sounds like a mean person. I trust you didn’t marry him, knowing he was like that.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

I never whipped [that woman]. That’s probably one of the big reasons we did not stay together. She wanted that, but I could not give it. And when I didn’t do that, she went to someone else. No contradiction here.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

It was all in fun yesterday. I told you that I am not into S+M at all. And after the nearly six months we’ve been talking and sharing, I would expect you to have a measure of trust in what I say, and be reassured by it. If you are not, then, well, we have a serious problem. Or, was it something else I said that bothered you?

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

You played with the boys today. Is that why you’re so ornery?

Well, now, It sounds like you’ll need to deal with Carl to get those forms done. Your favorite thing, right?

Later.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Lynn],

Na na, of course not. Whipping you just sounds funny. I bet you got away with a lot as a kid. Many things you SHOULD have been whipped for, but were not. I was just musing over how interesting it would be to set things right, and give you [all] the whippings you missed out on as a minor. *snicker*

Don’t want to mislead you. I’m not into that S&M stuff. [A friend I used to date] liked to be tied up and whipped. That wasn’t so bad, but I would not let her tie me up. No way, no how. That really would take a lot of trust, and I did not trust her THAT much.

But I do tend to be more conventional. Traditional methods of gratification in the bedroom are just fine by me. More chocolate off of the ant.

Tom Hesley

Dear   [Vee],

[I just received your unexpected letter.]

Were we ever REALLY together? I don’t think so.

But, I feel the same as you say you feel. Rarely a day goes by that you do not enter my mind at least once.

However, just remember though, you did this. We all do things, whose consequences we regret. It’s how we learn, I guess.

I’ve learned much from you too and, for a time, very much enjoyed having you in my life. But that’s over now, and will probably never happen again. Do take care, and enjoy your marriage.

Tom