Elstan Update
Dear [Tad],
Well, I think I’ve told [Elstan] in every way I know, both directly and subtly that I want her, and she has not responded positively. Can’t keep knocking my heart against that iron-clad door, which never seems to open for me.
It seems like that has been my problem for way too long with women. I find one I like and then I try too hard for too long to get her to let me into her life. I did that with [First Love], [Emeebee], [Judith], and others you don’t know. I just need to quit sooner I guess. You’d think I would have learned my lesson by now. That is, if they don’t accept you immediately (or very close to immediately), they ain’t gonna accept you ever.
