Is The Prize Worth The Pain
If I ever met this dream lady, would I be capable of enjoying her? I think I would. I hope so anyhow. But there would be some issues to fix first. Could I get truly excited about a new relationship since historically, early thrill has only lead to early and painful disappointment? I’ve acquired much baggage on my quest through thousands of rejections. Given that, I might not be able to let myself enjoy her, fearing that yet another rejection is about to fall on me. I open my heart, and want to be with them (like I did with the ballerina). Then, BOOM! They leave. So many lovely women ignore me that, if one would show interest, could I trust that attention to be genuine, and not short-lived like the rest? Can I actually get what I want, and enjoy it too? Would she desires me enough that she wouldn’t cheat on me? These are tough question I can’t answer. I’ll ponder them further and share my thoughts later. Talk to you soon.
